Special Dedication

I dedicate my blog to someone
who saw something in me
Someone who gave me hope
I couldn't thank you enough
This one's for you

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Opening Up


"As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil." - The Bible
Growing up, this quote was always recited but never understood by me until a few days ago. I have been living in fear my whole life. Fear of becoming, fear of understanding, fear of speaking and most of all, fear of loving. I never felt the need to let anyone know how I felt or to let them know who I really was and of my past encounters. I believe it was fear that kept me restrained up until now. I finally found someone I trusted enough to welcome them into my heart, my mind, and my spirit. To truly and formally introduce myself beyond the surface. It was refreshing. I felt replenished. He felt completed. I don't feel defeated. This is the beginning of a beautiful journey. A journey that opens new doors, and gives me the opportunity to express myself. This is my life unleashed. I will be sharing all my pains and struggles and all my joy. This blog will be uncensored. Stay tuned.