Special Dedication

I dedicate my blog to someone
who saw something in me
Someone who gave me hope
I couldn't thank you enough
This one's for you

Thursday, November 3, 2011

"Father"


Your eyes drown with anger
When I call you by your name
What else did you expect
Would you prefer something profane?

You hide behind these clothes, the jewelry, and the women. 
Reproducing, while intruding 
Yet you call yourself a man. 

Falsifier, you fabricator
Fornicator, you perpetrator. 
Depositing your sperm
In every woman, without concern.

Respect is something you earn
Not a gift that is given
"Father" is what you yearn for 
Meanwhile, I've been here struggling. 

Struggling for love
And seeking to be desired
While all along, 
You were all that I required.    

Perfect




I strive to embellish myself
And polish my imperfections
To match your perfection 

Submerged in my routined addictions
I walk a narrow path
While aiming for your approval 

I look beyond the depths of your horizons
While trying to find a location
For my love to settle in
Beyond the vacancy signs of your heart

I want to inhabit your mind
And become your joy. 
Fulfill your desires 
And nourish your thoughts
I want to become -
Your perfection