I Am You

Where would I be
If there was no we
To keep me standing still
And fighting just to breathe?
My breath is a dedication of my love
For you
For if you and I were to no longer be
Then what would become of me
If I am you?...

Sweet, sweet sounds of love

I dream about you. 
I dream about me. 
I dream about us
Me, 
Waking up to the touch of your hand, the taste of your lips and the scent of your skin. 
I envision arising to your love 
Just to fall much more
In love 
With you
In the rise of the sun
While listening to the sweet sound 
Of the morning birds
Singing out your name
Sweet, sweet sounds of love. 

Come Away With Me

And if I could hold you right now

Kiss you

Ever so sweetly

I'd run my fingers 

Through your hair

While stimulating your scalp,

Your mind,

And your body

With this romance 

I have to offer

On this night

Tonight

Would you love me?

Or be loved by me?

Come see me

Let me whisper

Something sweet

In your ear

And remind you of how much

I desire 

To take care of you

And to love you more... 

With every second that passes

And every beat 

That my heart beats...

For you..

Would you 

Want to 

Be loved

By me?

Lay with me

I'd lay with you 

Under these covers

While our toes 

Dance

To these jazzy blues

And our fingers 

Intertwine

While getting caught

In these messy sheets

Twirling

And loving each other

Passionately

Romantically

The intensity

Would you...

Come away with me?

I Miss You...

In the warmth of your arms

is where I desire to be..

On the other side of your lips

When we kiss,

I long to feel the hairs on the

back of my neck

rise in arousal

at the touch of your hands...

Your hands - As they swift

Along my skin

Creating shivers

With soft whispers

of "I love you's"

In my ear

So softly

So smoothly

I need you..

Need you to

Penetrate through the deep

Walls of my soul

While impregnating my mind

With the beauty of your spirit...

I Miss You..

Dimming flame...

The fire was extinguished as fast as it was ignited.

The love that we once had

And the forceful flame that I lit for you

Is now diminishing…

I burned and I burned a bright,

Luminescent flame for you

But now as the days continue

Our flame gets

Dimmer

And

Dimmer

So dim that I can no longer feel the heat

Against my body.

Fantasy

It is a feeling of despair

When we part,

You and I.

Without a word

Without a Kiss

Just a hopeless fantasy shattered

Of what we could have been…

"Father"

Your eyes drown with anger
When I call you by your name
What else did you expect
Would you prefer something profane?

You hide behind these clothes, the jewelry, and the women. 
Reproducing, while intruding 
Yet you call yourself a man. 

Falsifier, you fabricator
Fornicator, you perpetrator. 
Depositing your sperm
In every woman, without concern.

Respect is something you earn
Not a gift that is given
"Father" is what you yearn for 
Meanwhile, I've been here struggling. 

Struggling for love
And seeking to be desired
While all along, 
You were all that I required.    

Perfect

I strive to embellish myself
And polish my imperfections
To match your perfection 

Submerged in my routined addictions
I walk a narrow path
While aiming for your approval 

I look beyond the depths of your horizons
While trying to find a location
For my love to settle in
Beyond the vacancy signs of your heart

I want to inhabit your mind
And become your joy. 
Fulfill your desires 
And nourish your thoughts
I want to become -
Your perfection 

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I'm all laid up in bed with a broken heart
While you're out there getting into someone else's bra
Trying to catch myself
With every sigh that I make
And every gasp that I take
Doing my best to be silent
And keep my cries from echoing
But the harder I try the harder I cry...
I got so tied up in love now I'm sitting, reminiscing, remembering who I was before you came into my life. 
Drinking to ease my pain. 
Got so sick of feeling. 
Smoking to cloud up my brain 
Got so sick of thinking. 
So intoxicated I can feel your lips,
Smell that aroma I love so very much
And feel the roughness of your hands holding me. 
Caught up in my fantasy,
I began to lose track of my mind.  
Swaying in enjoyment,
Smiling to myself
At last, I'm in his arms again... 
Asleep I fall,
So caught up in my bliss. 
But when all was said and done
Im reminded that I'm on my own
When I woke up alone. 
I sat up on my bed gazing at my surroundings
Jumped out of my sheets in excitement
Searching the house
For sight of my love
Looking forward to kissing you, hello...
Brutally, I am reminded that my love is gone. 
Completely erased from his memory. 
To my knees I fall.
While letting out a slight breath,
I began to weep..
Holding myself
Trying to get back on my feet to find courage
But I fell deeper and deeper into my despair
Ache in my chest
I call out your name. 
Begging, pleading to myself
Wondering where we went wrong   
And what I have to do to get you back home
Please remember, you use to love me...

6ft

Soaking in my misery
Trying not to scream
Refraining from jumping out of this window
Nothing feels like reality. 
My calm remains leave you underestimating the strength that lies within these powerful hands
When in reality
A monster lives inside. 
Monster of insanity oh how could this be
You have taken control of every thought that fills my mind. 
Sugar coated
Candy lips
Covering up the pain that lives within me. 
Using you as a bandaid when in reality
I'm bleeding right through you
For my cuts are much too deep for you, alone, to heal. 
My interiors are filled with superior psychotics
Wanting to bang my head into these brick walls that surround me. 
Punch a hole through my heart
Pierce a pathway through my lungs
Maybe then I'll beat
Maybe then I'll breathe. 
You're my filler
I lost my power
Throw a rock right through these fucking mirrors
How I hate the mockery that stares back at me,
What a mess I've become..
Pick a tomb
Find a hole
Dump me down
6 ft in the cold.