I Forgive You

In order to move on

I have to forgive you. 

I have to release you of all the pain you've caused...

Out of my body!

I've got to let go of the hurt I felt when I discovered that

my heart, the love of my life, was giving my love to undeserving beings. 

The love of my life didn't acknowledge how much I loved him. 

Needed him. 

Miss him. 

That he shared his body,

My temple,

With the dirty waters that fill the sewage

I have to forgive you for stabbing me through the heart with your words. 

How you'd find synonyms

To find different ways

To call me out of my name

Ending with the words 

"I don't love you anymore"...

I have to forgive you

For leaving me awake at night

For disrespecting our home

Violating our love

And turning our "i love you's" into 

"I despise you,

Wish I never met you,

Wish I never kissed you,

Should of stayed home the night I met you."

I have to forgive you

For making me fall in love with you...