There's Something About His Kiss

Once his lips are pressed upon mine,

I lose all forms of sensation.

Not even my mind

Possesses the capability

To combat the control he acquires

Over my body.

There’s something about his kiss

That makes my knees go weak.

Suddenly,

Every pelt on my skin has been awakened

Waiting for more of his magic

To press upon my lips.

There’s something about his kiss

That makes me lose my cool.

Makes me turn into a new born child

As I sit and stare up at him

Begging for him to feed me

More of his passion.

There’s something about his kiss

That strips me of myself.

Makes me want to be

Better than myself.

Flightless Bird

Beautiful bird,

Come fly with us…

Come see the world,

Explore the colors.

Dance through the rains

Fly above the seas,

Come and you’ll see

How it’s really meant to be.

Beautiful bird won’t you spread your wings,

Won’t you take a leap?

For if all else fails,

Faith will catch you.

Beautiful bird,

Are you damaged?

What keeps you restrained?

What isolates your soul?

“Congenial bird,

Have you ever been defeated?

Experienced sufferance

And lost all of your senses?

Have the wolves come to destroy

Your nest while leaving you

Helpless and Hopeless?

Have you experienced life?

Congenial bird,

Life does not simply consist of

Rainbows,

Butterflies,

And grounds full of worm buffets

Ready to fulfill my hunger for life.

Congenial bird,

Life keeps you from flying.

From seeing the world

And exploring the colors.

The only rain you see is

That which forms from

My flow of tears.

Congenial bird,

I cannot spread my wings,

I cannot bear to fly above the seas

Or take a leap

For life took away my flight

Leaving me as nothing more than

“A Flightless Bird”  

No One

No one really knows

The death that inhabits

The walls of my heart. 

The pain I have endured

Is it possible for me to be human?

Soulless, hopeless and alone. 

No one understands 

the depth of my cuts, 

the burn in my wounds, 

the ice in my veins. 

No one really sees the pain in my eyes, 

the ache in my stomach 

or the despair that leaves me gasping for air. 

No one can feel the discourage that overwhelms me 

every time I look in the mirror. 

The need to be loved. 

The crave to be cared for. 

No one really knows let alone cares to understand 

the outrageous sentiments that flow through my body as I ask myself 

Why doesn't anyone love me?

He Murdered My Soul

There once was a boy

He murdered my soul... 

Tore out who I was

And created a monster of

Who he wanted me to be. 

Threw bricks at my spirit

he buried me deep, alive.

Slit right through my heart

Threw dust through my lungs.

Kept me from breathing

Kept me from speaking

He murdered my soul  

My Random Thoughts

While driving, 

if a pothole is in sight, 

We drive around it. 

While walking, 

if a rock that could potentially make us fall is on the ground, 

We walk around it. 

While flying,

 if a rain cloud is in sight,

We fly around it

In hopes of avoiding turbulence

So why is it that when in love, 

if we see all of the bad things, 

we still choose to stay?

Why is it that we allow people to destroy our dreams,

Murder our souls,

and fill us with sorrow? 

Why is it that potholes are okay to drive through, 

while we're in love? 

Why do we allow ourselves to stumble and scab our knees if we knew the rock was there from day one? Why is it that while in a plane, turbulence is feared but when in love, it is accepted? 

Why do we allow ourselves to be kissed with lies and murdered on the inside?

Intertwine With Love

Like the two grapes in this vine

I wanna be next to you

I wanna entwine with you

And dance in the arms of the branches that keep us together

I wanna drink wine with you

I want the sweet aroma to take us to a place

Where only lovers go

I want to be close to you

No one but you

Fall in adoration with you

Become one with you. 

I want the branches to pull us closer 

And to keep us tight

I want the vine to be unbreakable 

With you is where I'll be forevermore 

Like the two grapes in this vine

I wanna be attached to you

My Dream

Are you a dream?

Is it possible for someone to have 

A heart as kind as yours

Lips as soft as yours

Kisses as sweet as yours

Hugs as warm as yours

And

Love as strong as yours?

When I'm with you

Time stops

People disappear 

Chaos turns to peace

And problems don't exist

When you kiss me

I don't hear anything 

Just the loud beat of my heart

As it pounds out of my chest

While trying to jump into yours. 

You're a dream I never wanna wake from

You're like the blunt that calms me down

A simple kiss from you

Turns my whole world upside down

You're the cloud that I float on

The rainbow that I slide down

You brought the pot of gold into my life  

And I'd love nothing more than to one day

Maybe be your wife. 

Will I ever find love?

Sometimes,

When it rains

I ponder as I imagine

How beautiful the sun

Will appear 

Once it's immaculate rays

Begin to shine upon my life. 

Then I wonder. 

Will the gray days ever brighten?

Will the wind cease to

Respond to the angry skies? 

Will the rocking ocean waves find ever find peace?

Will I ever find love?

Untitled

In a valley. 

Full of nocturnal creatures

Such as I. 

In an environment so dark

So lonely

A niche is found

No one allowed. 

Not a single soul walked the streets of that valley but I. 

I who is lonesome. 

I who is greysome. 

Please Mr. Old Man

Please Mr. Old man

Won't you sing us a song

Let the blues in your voice

Take us into a melody 

We call love. 

Let us sway across the dance floor

Allowing our bodies to flow

I'll be your baby tonight. 

Please Mr. Old man

Won't you write us a song

A sweet melody that only our hearts can hear. 

Let our spirits fall into ecstasy 

The power of this music

Oh, how it lifts me. 

Please Mr. Old man 

Won't you whisper those words. 

Whisper the rhythm low enough

So I can hear his heart beat

Up against mine

As he holds me closely

Kisses me so softly

As he utters these 3 words 

In my ear. 

So sweetly

Yet so lovely 

The Healing

Inhale

To the greatest of 

Your lungs' capacity

Hold it..

Now exhale..

Release all of life's problems

And condemn all of the monsters

That haunt you

Keeping you from 

Living at peace. 

The herb,

It has this power. 

The power to heal the soul and

To repair the broken 

The power to communicate

And release all aches. 

When a long day ends

When not even the pills

Can soothe my wounds

I turn to the herbs

For it's naturals never failed me. 

Once my lighter is at work

And there is no turning back

As the smoke persists to fill my lungs

I enter in a new dimension. 

My mind is no longer here

My fears no longer exist

My sorrow turns into glow

I'm living like there's no tomorrow. 

I get brought high above the clouds

And kiss the stars goodnight 

While laying in the dark

Not a single tear in sight. 

Marijuana it's made from earth

From the hands of our creator

Without it would be war

Much more than fills our world. 

It brings the humans peace

Not once has it caused disease

In joy I shall be filled

When I take a hit of this weed. 

I Hope to Love You

What would my winters be like

I wonder,

As I imagine,

 You and I

Becoming one by the fire place

Sharing our body’s temperatures

You giving me

A warm place to stay.

In your arms is where I’ll be

Sharing a blanket

While dreaming out loud

Will you be mine forever?

Our fingers entwined

While listening to songs of laughter

Watching the diamondlike flakes fall

And the icicles form

Beautifying our horizons

Forever,

Just you and I..

Your body

Taking the shape of mine

Your breath

Generating warmth to the back of my neck

Soft whispers and

Sweet Kisses

I hope to love you

For this winter

And many more to come

Til the world freezes over 

I hope to love you

Summer Love

When I think of the sun,

the flowers,

and the ocean,

I think of you...

Something as simple as a few words

and my summer love was appointed..

Something as simple as a quick glance

and my winter cold was warmed

and from that moment on,

I knew you could possibly be the one…

See things like this don’t happen to a girl like me

But you helped me see

How things should really be.

When I think of the dandelion fields

And the and warm summer breeze

I just imagine you being the wind

Embracing and loving my skin.

You remind me of the summer rain

Most people would look down on that

But when I think of how refreshing

The summer rain can be

And how a slight drizzle could revive the dead crops

I think of you

Because you revived me.

Meet Me at the Falls

I envision myself

Standing at the falls..

Knowing your love awaits me

On the other side

Gives me reasons to breathe

I stand there gazing in amazement 

Shouting out your name

Wondering if you'll hear me. 

Through the angry winds

And the violent waves. 

Will my call be answered?

Dare you to return my love?

Oath to my Toilet

Surrounded by these four walls

At last, I found my peace. 

The lights remain unlit. 

The words remain unspoken. 

Sigh

Reunited we are at last. 

My place of comfort

My place of hope

Only you know

The voice 

That lives inside my soul. 

With you I feel at home

Such warmth and so soothing

In you I find seclusion 

And such relief

For you live to release

All forms of evil 

that lie within me.